January 2011
here i go again. prepare for yet another crash landing.
je suis toujours la deuxième choix avec vous.
“you think i am the devil because i live in hell”
I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m fucking tired of always being alone. I want to matter to someone who matters the same to me. I’m too young to have given up already, this I realise, but I have.
i wish it was possible for me to feel that for someone.
the best feeling in the world is putting on clothes right from out of the dryer. or laying in it. hehehe.
i want to see mountains, too, bilbo.
i gave myself a fat lip in my sleep. oh brother. hahahahaha
i bought two huge cans of redbull for work tomorrow. hohoho.
looking back, i miss you.
fuck.
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omg. oh my FRIKKEN gawd. i just found my sgt pepper’s lonely heart club band tshirt. i am in pure bliss right now.
sorry for all the spamming. i can’t sleep. so what else would i do at 1am?